:: the acidic effect ::

nonothing

2009-09-06T23:33:00.003+08:00

my printer ran out of ink
my brand ran out of brand juice

oh my, typo, should be brain.

typed too much brand until brand become brand

you see, oh my, again, typo.

brain became brand.

random talk:

Recipe of blood:
generous amount of sugar
you consumed sugar for a sense of pleasure, yet, if it's too much, it leads you to diabetes.

water
tears, saliva, sweat, watever you call that.

red colouring, or red ink
the anger, the fear, the romance, the happiness

a little bit of potato flour
what i did is to make your life sticky. the link between each human beings; although it's just a little bit.

cocoa powder, to colour
bitter sweet.

march

2009-08-03T09:53:00.000+08:00

march

haha

school reopen soon, half an hour later, soon hur.
my very last year

guess wat
i suddenly get lazy to blog.

so

bye

insane

2009-03-23T08:51:00.003+08:00

: "why you're here?"
: "hey... time to slack a bit mar.."
: "you've been slacking too much man."
: "haha where got"
: "slacking even 10 mins is not permissible, and you're playing DS for hours my dear."
: "the world ends with you too rocks already..."
: "still don't wanna back to work? tml seeing jessica leh.."
: "i'm still better than eve..."
: "HAHA"
: "haha.."

no, i'm talking to myself.

gastric, headache, backpain...
somemore?
well 3 more weeks only... tahan tahan guys

microsite, exhibition catalogue, exhibition, integrated flash movie, assessment, diploma exhibition.
more happening than MAA.

mess

2009-02-19T15:18:00.003+08:00

wat?
the critic session suck

aaaaaaaaaaaaa
7 weeks of sleepless nite
gone.

changed my maccie's ram
(given by sweety dear sharon, in exchange of hammie jelly)
now my safari bounce 3 time only, so happy

banana
he is too cute already

this is a mess

wrap up.

banana

2009-01-08T00:15:00.002+08:00

school start!
well, advertising communication design
rockz sia
9 projects + v&p + d&ad

i don't want to see any works without an art direction - jessica
choosing advertising means that you must be very discipline - joselyn
let's be an agency, i'll be your creative director, all of you will be my creative executor, copywriter, art director, etc. - jessica

so?
get prepared.
my week 2 already have a deadline

i must work hard
telling myself and i believe i can do it

banana!
lots of thank to you, hee, he is so cute and adorable.

this fellow seriously knows how to look at the camera

lazy

fall asleep again, again and again

must start wrapping cpj lar..

xmas

2008-12-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

merry x'mas to everyone~

peaceful day.
(as in not a busy day but get paid 1.5. hee hee)

no celebration
some say tat is sad, but so what
as long as i happy
nah, we stay in a place where nothing will happened during christmas.

anyway, maybe my kaki was not here

friday will meet kakies for.. celebration, considered.

countless thanks to you who did so much for me
and sorry that i can't do anything for you

sleepy

2008-12-23T13:55:00.005+08:00

off day, haha
freaking sleepy
somemore random pic

hur? wat?
oh yeah, we doing stupid thing in vivo in that particular shop again

super big head
katamari

flower!
my x'mas pressie no.1
thankie hee

yes
i dunno how to shoot flower.

miss school!

songlist: goldfrapp, psapp, room of angel from silent hill 4 ost

wtf

2008-12-16T15:30:00.002+08:00

have been sleeping for 4 day without doing anything
hey wake up you bloody pig..

stop thinking too much made me happier
stupid idiot you should do this much more earlier.

mac is such a fancy OS sia
i love my harmonic lyrics viewer

well i feel weird
no no no it can't be

insane

bad

2008-12-11T12:07:00.003+08:00

crazy bad luck
like everything is my fault
lost confidence at work
really sick of being blame
i'm not that useless and i believe i'm capable
but what's now?
rubbish

crap

2008-12-06T00:11:00.002+08:00

haha tml off
this month really cheong work sia
last month didn't work becoz of the sucky exam
eat grass

tml~
got lot of thing to do ha
buy buy buy
cut hair~ must cut off all those damaged hair
buy books (comic ofcoz)

i'm damn hungry now
and sleepy
but just go sleep now like waste time leh..

this post is totally a waste of time (for reader)

i'll try to draw something tml

chill out mood

working is damn fun with all those idiots lol
aglio olio joke is damn funny lar
sorry inside joke.

waaa
as you can see i'm totally insane already
well, i trace baked rice with marker when wrapping it

chill out mood

i miss lasalle folks!

shell

2008-12-04T02:10:00.002+08:00

dunno

feel like everything had changed.

their attitudes towards me
everything's so weird.

did i do something wrong?
dunno

dunno
dunno

my shell is working.

reset

2008-12-03T02:06:00.002+08:00

get out of the shell
i'm awakening in the new world

if tears fall from my eyes, i hope there's someone can be here, for me.

but

after the last drop of tears
everything will vanish

press down the reset button

i'll be a blue blood android again

annoying

2008-12-01T04:22:00.005+08:00

guess wat?
i just reach home

today really tired man.
lunch time short of staff busy like hell
(not busy lar, is just tat.. too many mocha freeze and too many idiot spill water on the floor)

tired nya..

go sleep now lar idiot..

disturb again
and i seriously dun feel good to give more trouble
everyone has their plight, so does him, so do i.
this is the only way i can think of, to comfort everyone
i hope i'm not doing stupid thing

declare

2008-11-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

one more last time
i dun like the feeling of being throw away like a piece of useless rubbish who dunno anything

declare independence

back to work

domo

2008-11-25T10:11:00.003+08:00

ooooooooo
done assessment
finish exam (this is shitty)
going back to work

things are going to change so much soon
a bit scared, but tat's no use for praying
even though it might be a bad one, but what i can do is just get use to it, overcome it and live happily
sometimes we just cannot change something but still can be happy with it rite?

tat's always a path to happiness
this is life

the happy life is the life of inner tranquility

crazily in love with domo-kun
a simple and strange but cute creature
he can't talk, and he is ugly, like a monster? (but i think he is so cute)
but anyway, his life is so simple and so happy
maybe that is what i want

ha

relief

2008-11-20T12:04:00.005+08:00

finally done my assessment.
and saturday i gna sit for the exam that i deeply in fear of.
practice ar~

but, hee, kinda relief.

affected by something that i saw.
at that time being i really sad and feel hurt for what i saw
but as i think back, the one who keep holding back, is me.
since he don't care, what is the point for me to care so much hur.
i didn't see the effort you made. and i give in everything doesn't mean that i dun care.
though usually i seldom expect to get back what i give.
i help people because i want to, and i'll be very happy.

and the funniest thing is, no one know who he refering to ba?

though i dunno will he saw this, but i still want to say,
(becoz we're too funny that we dun even have a chance to say this face to face?)
i apologized for the wrong thing i did, and the funny thing i said.
forget about everything and i'll walk forward.
i shouldn't expect to get a clear answer from his golden mouth, this had taken me too much time, though this is the only thing i want.

hee.

my portfolio and my magazine was taken for sampling.
(and hope is the positive reason for them to take mine)
and poor billy, his butterfly madame funny pic gna being shown to many people.
...
thousand thanks.

doubt

2008-11-07T20:44:00.001+08:00

i thought you should be doing your homework?

oh iphoto rocks

some random pic

photobooth!

oh ele...

we love photobooth

photobooth rocks

hippopotamus

wala beer guy

fishball v.s kuey tiao gia

remember to brush your teeth

mummy, she took my brush

after brushing

doubt

2008-11-07T19:56:00.004+08:00

this is part 2 ar.

minnie mouse at vivo

he seriously enjoy doing this

......

digging

jelly bean

Mr. Gyɲbològzeén Bailey Roofbrotz and Mr. Cain Bailey Roofbrotz

sleepy

2008-11-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

- doing essay

- sick again

- exam coming soon

- i still not concentrate in practicing

- assessment also coming

- djohan work haven't do

- coughing and sneezing non stop

- thanks for pi pa gao from boss d

- 400 words more to go, tml deadline

bye.

rubbish

2008-10-30T22:03:00.006+08:00

有一种被当成垃圾丢掉的感觉

真是他妈的不爽

如果是垃圾

我希望我是可循环垃圾

很开心的，我是。

我会快乐。

ear

2008-10-26T01:34:00.003+08:00

把耳环换着边戴可能可以忘掉更多的东西。

硬生生地将金属穿透肉体。

耳朵隐隐作痛；

如果这个痛能达到分心的作用，那我愿意痛一辈子

我现在有的就只是耳朵的痛。

其实也没什么事。

今天运气有点不好，想发泄一下情绪。

耳朵还真是他妈的痛。

end

2008-10-23T22:45:00.002+08:00

finally done my magazine project

hope everything is fine

please no redo

(though my ads have a huge possibility need to redo)

anyway

slowly adapted to a new life

a different time table, a different hang out place

was really glad that i can develop my friendship with all those idiots

because of my weird temper and personality, i always cannot get too close to friends

but i'm trying hard. and i still trying hard.

still got essay to write

still got one stressful exam to go

work hard.

tears

2008-10-05T12:52:00.001+08:00

i had a nightmare

but i was unable to tell

yet, can't forget.

kns

2008-10-05T01:05:00.009+08:00

wahahaha

billy maksim coming back

old people gathering again

eat midnite kuey-tiaw-gia with lots of clubbing ah beng ah hue (older generation) and eat beef noodle soup, half-boiled eggs, you-cha-guey and peng-roti with guyu.

as usual, no photo.

fingers got lots of injury which i dunno how i got it

my mother also like tat but after eating flower oil it stops.

aaaa i dun like to take med as in i always forgot to eat. but i love the taste.

this week really tiring aaa so little sleeping time.

cheong too much.

i do realize that i am an idiot

-------------------------------------

everything is changing and i still can't get use to the changes

i stop walking, and looking back

the river stop flowing

the water become stone

i try to step out again

but you are already so far away from me

i can't see your face

yet you never look at me

because in the world of you, i already became a stone;

with thorn maybe,

i know i'm hurting you

i'm the one who missed it

i missed a bus which made me late for my work today

i missed the chance to cross the traffic light which made me wait for another 5 mins just now

i missed to meet up with friend because i need to work recently

i missed you

and i miss you

- flux

05 Oct 08, 1:45 am

escape

2008-09-29T15:58:00.005+08:00

- ang pao design competition deadline friday

- essay 500 draft deadline friday (i guess so)

- 3 ideas of magazine and 1 actual mock up deadline friday

- 3 ideas of advertisement deadline friday

- ideas for ambient ads deadline friday

i think no more la.

close my eyes, shut my mouth, cover my ears and numb my feeling

i need to totally get rid of the care i gave

in order not to get hurt

in order to forget

in order to stop my tears

mixed

2008-09-24T13:02:00.003+08:00

- brain filled with new moon essence of chicken

- philosophy rocks

- kinder bueno addicted, my room have like 6 packs of them

- and i'm so happy that kinder bueno is not made in china

- i can feel that my mac is dying

- back to my crazy life

- drink drink drink! deeeeeeee!

- kaki: ele, fifi, dee, sharon, gabriel, more? not jimmy.

- jimmy flush eating tiramisu

- sweety balcony memory

- i miss sharon haha

- she really look damn like hamster

- long time didn't drink coke zero

- buying a crystal for myself

- just bought a headphone in white, rockz

- sandalwood smell addicted

- i better quickly start my magazine... 32pp..

- tons of idea actually?

- think philosophically

- haha my spelling sucks

done

got to work.

emo

2008-09-15T00:48:00.003+08:00

i have no idea wat the fuck i'm doing now.

being my 21st is not that easy i guess?

Parmenides says:

nothing can change

Heraclitus says:

everything changes

and Democritus says:

everything was made of little tiny everlasting unchanged basic substance. One thing change because of the re-formation of the basic substance.

so is everything changing?

Keane (and maybe Lily Allen) sings: everybody's changing

anyway

if thing change i'll also change

this will be the last emo post

i need to change.

no more tears, no more thinking, no more guessing, no more frustrating.

i just want to smile.

i dun want to be lonely.

i just want to laugh.

i shall sleep.

blank

2008-09-13T01:52:00.003+08:00

如题

我割伤了手

我撞伤了头

我擦伤了肩

我戳伤了心

36

2008-09-12T09:54:00.001+08:00

36th hour

waiting in the rain

8

2008-08-29T14:32:00.002+08:00

雨下得好大好大

蒙蒙的一片

看不见也听不见

雨下得好大好大

而我却没有带伞

很绝望，因为等一下要走一段很漫长的路

而我却没有带伞

绝望的心情往心底蔓延

然后与深埋在心底的绝望结合

累了

我也睡了

雨总会有停止的时候

28.08.08

08.00am

sad

2008-08-25T16:59:00.001+08:00

my coffee plunger~ my french press~

IT'S BROKEN!

haiz...

sad sad.

feeling kanasai

untitled

2008-08-24T21:23:00.003+08:00

如果我还有哀伤

让风吹散它

如果我还有快乐

每个人都在践踏别人对自己的崇拜

untitled

2008-08-03T20:36:00.002+08:00

piece of shit

i just lost all my confidence

peace

2008-07-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

没有他就没有现在的我

印象最深刻的，永远都是他的《南方之路》

很幸运地我能够参与演出

聚光灯打在他的身上

发出的光芒是耀眼夺目的

为他鼓掌的并不止是华人

中、巫、印三大种族都为您喝彩

没有他细心的灌溉

新山文化的幼苗就不会存在

他的生命已划上了句点，

但是他的理念，他的心，他的贡献，他的梦想

将永存于我心

谢谢您

陈老师

当鼓声响起

身为华人的血将沸腾

而我们都会知道

那是您所给的礼物

back

2008-07-24T00:26:00.005+08:00

my internet connection was back
after countless fight with those stupid officer (my brother did)
just the changes of billing name need to stop my internet connection for a week?
they just sucks.

grey-ish guy
well, like so anyhow can?
i still prefer pen drawing, i mean, compared to digital drawing board
next target: scanner

have been thinking about my future
have been thinking about my present
and wondering wat the fuck am i doing right now
brain stop working
i scared i cannot achieve wat i want
and cannot be wat i want to be
body was not as strong as ever too

fear fear fear

must believe in myself

random

2008-06-26T01:49:00.002+08:00

random post.
random

- i seriously HATE taxi. in Malaysia. they sucks
- sick, high fever. i always sick when it's my off day
- i'm very hungry right now
- i had a sweetest herbal tea today, hee
- i said it so often: asshole
- demoralized
- travel mood was back
- games addicted, killing lots of ppl everyday (playing war game0
- i'm seriously damn hungry now, 2:03am.
- espresso machine mood
- rusted drawing pen
- i need some brain wash
- "AAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHH~~~~!!!!"
- full of idea but lack of energy
- black olive addicted
- why can't i forgot those sucky thing? asshole.
- i got 148 missed call from my pen.
- dish-washer is too hot for my brain. i dun want it to be dried.
- time for me to sleep, i'm getting crazier.

peace

2008-06-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

haha
long time no see ha

working EVERYDAY.
yup, everyday. a bit tired here.

anyway

so much thing happened in work
tired and got sick of the conflicts going on
i always choose not to see, not to say anything
keep quiet, tahan
my temper is not as good as wat you all think
i never get angry is not because i don't care of every shitty thing happened
is that i know that everyone have their weak point, as well myself
and i seriously love peace
so i choose to keep quiet
think very soon i'll get cancer

working, for me, is a responsibility
working is not only for the sake of money, but also experience
how you live with other people, how you think of other people, how you think of yourself
especially customer service
be considerate
if you can handle a totally stranger well, why can't you treat your friends well?
think of yourself before blaming people changing attitude on you
everyone have their limit
is like shit, when your shit fully booked your intestine, you'll go toilet and release it, or else you'll get sick
yup, i said shit, SHIT.
those thing stuck inside us is all as smelly and as bad as SHIT.

well i should go toilet now
after releasing everything
everything should go back to where they belongs to

even though you ate something bad and rotten
after going to toilet everything will back to normal

and i really want the normal

well long-winded

i wanna eat dumpling

wants

2008-05-22T13:49:00.003+08:00

boring shit

want to eat
want to play
want to watch movie
want to buy clothing
want to buy shoe

cannot la...

my phone cannot make it already
so if you msg me or call me and i never reply
dun angry

back

2008-05-13T19:06:00.003+08:00

just back from my little genting trip
ok, i didn't take any photo. me rocks.

its a special trip for me
i realized so much thing that always troubled me
work, friendship, family, relationship, etc

a very tiny thing can make me realized something
a little tiny thing you kept
a little tiny action you do

hee

hold your hand and make a tiny little wish in my heart

put everything behind
rest in love

anyhow

2008-05-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

random shoot in converse
for my school project, shooting strangers.

this man? haha, he looks cool.
and he was being make fun by his colleague because of me.

well.
dun ask me how i manage to shoot from different angle, eg, from bottom.

my mum was suffering from depression these few days.
my hair dropped a lot, lol.
cancel all my shift back home acc her.
feel bad cannot acc yip till he leave pm.
anyway, good luck ya guy.

weather really bad
hot like hell.
moodswing easily.
i afraid i'll get depression like my mum's
that's so scary
can't breath, the body was force to stretch, feel empty, wanna cry, heard beat faster than ever..

Biological causes are due to changes in the chemistry of the brain, such as fluctuations in the levels of important hormones. Genetic causes are the result of what you inherit from your parents. If one or both of your parents have a vulnerability to depression, then it can be transmitted to you.

In deathly silence.

emo

2008-04-23T01:18:00.007+08:00

school holiday
ya school holiday

life hasn't been so great recently
feel tat i've lost something

blah, shitty shit

coke zero addicted

class chalet
i didn't go
coz have to work

i'm not that kind of person who will fake a reason for going to friend's event
maybe that's the reason why i hardly get a close friend
i know myself also have some problem with talking to friend
i won't tell my story to my friend
i won't tell my feeling to my friend
i always stress myself
i will force myself do something i dun like just for my friend
when my friend do something that i dun like and that interfere my life, i still won't tell them, just keep quiet and pretend nothing happened

i hardly get a close friend

i just not willing to open my heart, i know

so at the end is still my problem

i'm so sorry

i'm just a piece of black hard brownie
72% of cocoa

7 weeks = 49 days

bored

2008-04-15T04:33:00.000+08:00

well... cant sleep. dun feel like doing work. so blog.
my blog grow mushroom already.

wednesday will be my assessment day, lucky i manage to finish my homework in the timeline given so wont be so stress now. enough sleep, enough entertainment, kinda relax actually haha. doubt that am i really going to sit for my assessment.

but before that, in order to follow the timeline given i really worn out sia...
working and studying in the same time really kinda tired.

working.
after assessment will be concentrate on earning money haha
so realistic, materialistic, haiz, no choice.
i need lots of equipment.
phone spoilt also, target phone razr v8 or v9

planning for trip if i have money, kinda trap myself in a super limited place.
home, school, work... (repeat)
i'll be a mindless shit if i keep continue living like this

brain was emptied by my boring life

plan to do some painting.
yup
must.
regain my life.

random

2008-03-23T01:40:00.004+08:00

10,000 soldiers screaming in my head
and they still calling for reinforcement.

i want some kit-kat.

become smaller and smaller
and finally, vanishing.

little wall
crooked wall
building by the crooked gnomes

lala la, lala la
sing a song for freezing snow

crooked gnomes
crooked eyes
blindness made them so alone

banana

2008-03-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

peel off the banana skin
and paint the flesh yellow

fruitpunch, no.2

apple

2008-03-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

grab a bottle of apple juice
pour it on your head

after that,
go take a bath
by using apple flavored shower foam

fruitpunch, no.1

watlah

2008-03-13T20:28:00.002+08:00

tired tired~
sleepy lah...

made this creme caramel
at first wanted to give this to mr.radish
but it too weak, by the time i reach checkpoint it already became egg soup
so, hee, next time lah

yesterday went to take photo.
some best shoot:
2 only lah... i lazy to upload.

brain kinda empty
suppose to have bunch of thing wanna say but dunno wat to say
wat talking me.

shame
tat is the only (proper) pic i got.

i miss mr.radish.
badly.

sleepy

2008-02-20T22:52:00.004+08:00

if i run out of black paint, i can extract it from my eye bags.

i hate the ah mak lar...
she has short term memory lar...
she rejected most of our works after she approved us lar...

one of the interesting story: -
double s ah mak: why you use green color?
student s: *explain*
double s ah mak: then you can use green wat~!
*laugh like hell*

when you realized that the same class is doing very well, can say is one of the best class in other subject but doing rubbish in your subject, i mean, being considered as the worst class among all, you should know that wat's going on: -

subject A by lecturer J:
requirement: a formal A2 size presentation board with painting + 50 sketches + research
comment given by lecturers: one of the best presentation class

subject B by lecturer I:
requirement: 50 sketches with 5 in-class assignments
comment given by lecturers: most completed sketch book

subject C by lecturer double s ah mak:
requirement: 3 A2 size presentation boards + 1 3D actual packaging
comment given by lecturer T: basically generally everyone have to redo
comment given by lecturer C: i can't believe this one is lecturer J's class
comment given by lecturer J: *cover face*
comment given by lecturer double s ah mak: #*%)@#$(@%( (basically we never understand what she trying to say)

gotta have a war between lecturers. lol

Sweet desert rose
Whose shadow bears the secret promise
This desert flower
No sweet perfume that would torture you more than this

Sweet desert rose
This memory of hidden hearts and souls
This desert flower
This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of love

rose on easel

feel like painting
my canvas grow mushroom liao.

insane

2008-02-01T20:39:00.000+08:00

i think i'm sick
very emo
argh i wanna kill the emo me.

piang!

killed.

i wanna be strong i wanna be strong i wanna be strong
x300

pump all my tears out of my eyes

maybe can start practicing yoga ha

crazy.

i like the sayang he always give me

bao

2008-01-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

he's gone
i'm happy that i've given him so much love when he's still by my side
he's gone
and i have no regret

some random pic

aglio

2008-01-06T01:22:00.000+08:00

sister~

dun say i never draw you

*edited: thanks sister for telling me the stupid mistake ahahaha

1. my life is great
2. school gotta reopen
3. i still can spend money eat pasta
4. i want camera
5. actually i want money
6. feel like going kl have a shopping session
7. but i need money for that
8. bed is heaven
9. i want to draw
10. i playing the sims 2
11. i love the bird and the bee
12. especially the bird
13. they got a song name i hate camera
14. actually i hate camera's price
15. i think you might fed up reading this post
16. but i think like tat easier to write
17. i cannot stand those weird fashion sense ppl
18. yup no more
19. saw lots of chicken soft toys
20. and octopus
21. i dunno wat's wrong with this world

2008 already,
gotta be 21 soon

(still got 8 months lar idiot)

chicken

2008-01-01T13:48:00.000+08:00

...speechless
bakbakbak

hee

2007-12-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

photomania

chocolate fondue, finally have this hee

and it's baskin robin's~!

nike toys

fav pair

huge christmas tree in berjaya time square

kl town@bukit bintang

starbucks ads poster haha

baskin robin's spokesman hee

notebook

pants

2007-12-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

requested (lol)

have been a week since i get into the new working place
it's quite a bit different compare to my last job
more paperwork, more on managing and thinking
time for me to make myself think more yup
hope that i can learn more here
gain more experience hee

sister

2007-12-08T21:23:00.000+08:00

a stupid conversation

j: yes sister, i knw sister. thks you sister. i'll try tt den c hw. gld ure happy over thr (: hope i'll find some place happy too

ki: sister my phone low batt sister. hee sister dun worry you can do it de sister. all the best sister. sister i'll support you de sister. sister go and count how many sister are here sister. (bah)

j: sister its 4 in e mrng sister n i nw den reply u sister. y u liday sister i count got 9 sister in ur msg sister. thk u sister for ur support n encouragement sister. i'm v touched sister. i wna win u actually sister. but ure stil my sister no matter whr we are n i'll update u sister. gdnight sister i win (:

ki: got 10 lar... count also dunno how to count sister why you liday... you very (bah) leh sister

j: sister i thk mine got 11 leh. i winner

is 13.

left

2007-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

i left the place

yup

finally

i'm glad tat i got to know you all
i'm so happy tat i manage to learn so much thing here

this is just a step, for me to get higher

although i not really like this kind of last day, is like kinda sudden
we'll still be there

i left, without any regret
i left

thanks yh, for sistering me and try to make me smile, and make my hair so messy
thanks krys, for calling me when i seriously need to talk to a ppl
thanks for the radish, for being here though he actually can go home and sleep earlier
yup, thanks everyone.
sister~ i miss you~ it has been so long since our last sistering.

i left, with full of loves and joyness
(the land of sweet and joy~ and joyness, lol)

i left

meet

2007-12-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

i was too stun and happy to react
[lol]

yup
it've been damn a long time since we all seriously work together, and somehow, somebody was not working tat day.
tat's such a happy day ahaha

watch enchanted
yup, i love the show
everything are great, except the malay who sit beside us
stop talking in the cinema
the cinema is not your father's or your grandfather's
watever shit
some example:
"eh the guy is a lawyer ar?", she asked this question when the movie is about to end.

yup, idiotic.

but i like the show
although in the afternoon was pissed off by a idiotic bastard promoter or watever
but tat day was a good day for me, hee

hee

2007-11-26T22:29:00.000+08:00

miss him so much

hee

3 days slacking at home
really slack
totally wasting time ahaha
but quite bored
tomorrow will be another working day
i wonder how is my schedule this week
let's hope tat not more than 1 split shift...
really sick of getting split shift... dunno what to do
dun wanna spend money

i want camera~~~

it'll be better if i can get the camera before my traveling hee [a bit impossible]
have to work harder hur...

re

2007-11-25T20:20:00.000+08:00

some random events

can't really remember le hee too long time didn't blog

1. finally finish my sem, now kinda relief

2. gotta work more, i need money sia, for my camera, for my travel, and for my tops hee spent to much on my school works.

3. mr.jnt made a hyper huge dick, using pizza dough
due to some reason, cannot post it up...

4. went to kinokuniya, saw this book. ya, the bad example of cover design.

5. saw some nice shirt in s&k. waiting for their sale hee heard tat is on 1st dec

6. finally decided wat camera i should buy -> panasonic lumix fz18
not gotta buy DSLR le... hee i found this semipro suitable for me hee

7. saw this keychain in bugis junction. this is just a... crap.

continue on next post...

re2

2007-11-25T20:19:00.001+08:00

yup, continue.

8. finally found a good barista in jb, surprisingly is in secret recipe. the coffee was great and the presentation just freaking nice. hee, i like beautiful thing.

i love coffee art

and the espresso cheese cake

9. made this coffee for auntie. finally i made it hahaha

10. crepe and korean stuffed-pancake made by me and my bro

11. go eat thai food with jess and tricia. and we made this using food waste.

12. charlie the unicorn addicted. oh god wat is tat.

fin.

new

2007-11-25T19:59:00.001+08:00

finally i've changed my blog interface
3 days hardwork, finally
i have to say, i hate css

life was great
yeah
these few days is in happy mood

want

2007-11-13T11:49:00.000+08:00

i wanna change my bloody asshole blog interface

tooth pain...

limit

2007-11-11T13:40:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not busy but the closing part of bar sucks
get damn fed up with her
she just got over my limit that i really cannot take it anymore
wat kind of attitude she've shown me, i just throw back to her
i dun care, i really tired and sick of her, sometimes, like yesterday

no matter how good my temper is, i also have a limit.

after tat movie session again
basically mr.j and miss yong was quarreling for WHOLE NITE
ya, me and yh just look at them, speechlessly.
and start to laugh at them.
the movie is quite nice but i hate this kind of ending
and i don't really can stand those war scene, it makes me upset, somehow.

got a lot of injuries:
1. the scrubber poked inside my hand and sliced my flesh of my thumb
2. i bit my tongue, again
3. damn, i sick, throat damn pain

and next week is my last lap of the hell
and that is the worst part of the hell
turning into vampire soon, hee
and somemore i get shitty shift on friday: 10-2. 6-11
wat i gotta do in the 4 hours break... i also dunno.

countdown: 7 days
after tat i'll be totally free~
and maybe will cheong work, for the sake of money, hee

tiny

2007-11-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

have a little tiny shopping session
or else i really gonna die, damn sien

spot this outfit in wh

damn this is wat i want but i cannot find my size
[the cutting not suitable for me]
i mean my waist is small but my bloody ass is big
so not really nice, sob

saw a lot of nice shirt in esprit but damn i hate esprit
why their thing all so expensive argh...
freaking nice cutting and design, and freaking nice price
hur
i want money lar...

damn shopping list:
scanner
compact camera: panasonic?
DSLR: nikon D40
phone! motorola v3xx?
esprit long tops or long sleeves
shoe~ suede ankle boots~
accessories

haha tat's a lot
tat's expensive, damn

sister

2007-11-01T09:17:00.000+08:00

yesterday is like super nothing to do
me and sister chatting on msn
our conversation still the same
i think ppl who know should know wat is it

we go and disturb krys haha
sent her same msg at the same time!

i know we two sucks haha

and sister~
see wat i've done~!

i seriously got damn freaking a lot of homework to do
i dunno why i was so excited to do this sia~

sister~ why you like tat~

gabriel

2007-10-28T20:22:00.000+08:00

I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel

I can love
But I need his heart
I am strong even on my own
But from him I never want to part
Hes been there since the very start
My angel gabriel

Bless the day he came to be
Angels wings carried him to me
Heavenly
I can fly
But I want his wings
I can shine even in the darkness
But I crave the light that he brings
Revel in the songs that he sings
My angel gabriel

i dun want to regret what i've never done
i dun want to sacrifice myself again
i want to live my own life
i want to do watever i want

i wanna be a minimalist

simple

try so hard to find the simple hidden in the complicated
i believe i can find it

in happiness

crap

2007-10-27T15:22:00.000+08:00

i'm in sketches man...
sitting at table 9
do nothing
i suppose to do my homework dear...
but just kinda no mood hee

tonite might be a crazy nite
so called 10 ppl working tonite
but somehow... hee
i'll be the bar girl [sounds a bit wrong], krys cashier, yh runner
etc. [hidden meaning in this etc, lol]

anyway
i'm making my dunno wat watever-shit pizza-ish sandwich haha
wat the fuck is tat

just now on my way to work
saw this guy

he's looking at a photo
i think is his wife
keep looking
for about 15 mins
merely looking
the scene touched me
dunno why
tats really beautiful

end.

crap:

HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIH!!!!!!!!!!!
Ms Yong Mern Ping is in the house yo! okay, at least in the blog now.
dianne is damn sian, and i just got let off for break.. oo... lets play drums now..
to the beat!!

end..

chalet

2007-10-23T21:45:00.001+08:00

the chalet was awesome, it's damn fun man~
just feel damn great when seeing all those staff (from my era)... gene, shan, zac...
gene was really a damn big surprise wohoo~

the talking cock session at the midnite is damn fun
thanks to mark and jess, they really sucks man~ haha
all those nonsense were really funny

before sleep [actually we're not suppose to sleep in the chalet but i'm too tired so no choice]
the clumsy jess did stupid things which was funny and irritating [lol]
and after sleep, [left only me, jacky, krys and jess]
STUPID PILLOW WAR!
and the somersaults really sucks man krys... her wrong direction back flip kena my leg which is damn pain. haha, she feels bad but actually i dun mind lar
PLAYING SHOULD BE LIKE TAT MAN~!
[play until have tiny wounds is the most fun thing in the world, i think]

having great fun, but the farewell part brought a little bit of emo to me...
i know i shouldn't but i just can't control
but no worries guys this time the crying bun didn't cry
i know that we'll still gotta meet
just feel weird
gotta miss those funny sweet time we spent together

oh yeah
thanks to my dearest darling: jacky, krys, sister, yonghan~
thanks for all the scoldings from you all, [they all forced me to sleep]
it's great to have you all, hee

throw away all my bloody homework
i gotta let my brain rest for a while

sleep

2007-10-17T08:54:00.000+08:00

hmm long time no blog
i'm damn freaking busy these few day
my school work flooded me
my life is kinda like today go home and finish tomorrow's work and tomorrow go school another assignment to go and cannot do that by the time i get it coz i still have to do the day after tomorrow's work
so everyday is all about doing homework until dunno wat time
my room's light never turn off even i'm sleeping coz i afraid i'll sleep more than i planned to
everyday woke up with startle
every single sleeping time for me is a sin
haha sounds scary hur dammit wat am i doing
i seriously need my sleeping time

but overall
i like my life now
is busy but mentally stable
my good mood is actually the only thing to support my poor tired body
hmm keep it on hur

yeah, mentally tired is the most restless thing in the world

injured

2007-10-09T09:12:00.000+08:00

the day before yesterday, sunday maybe, a bit confuse
fell down in the bath room
i hit my keel, which is damn freaking pain
i black out and nearly fainted, why i say like tat? coz i still know that i was naked and i try to put on my shirt before calling my mum for help

haha, then yesterday i skip my afternoon class and go to see a doc
the doc gimme 7 days mc~! woohoo~

is actually not tat serious... now i feel much more better already, can bow down more.
and yesterday after doctor session, is about 5.30pm, i slept
until just now, about 9am

i'm totally worn out, yes
but the essay still be there waiting for me... whuuaaaa

yeah, and
thanks for all my lovely fellow who help me to ponteng the class
thanks dee you looks funny in the msg
thanks for the sweetie call you've made, it brighten up my day, hee

craze

2007-10-04T09:27:00.001+08:00

time:
magical tuesday
after the dunno-wat-the-hell-it-is cpj exhibition

venue:
the lovely rooftop at dee's place

activity:
drinking and chit chatting!

the setting was something like tat, but it was a bit changes when we wanna do so

at first was nadia and dee [indonesians]
then i came [malaysian]
suddenly mika [indonesian] joined
after tat another ppl joined, which i actually really dunno them
ppl keep joining, join until dee become a bit desperate and crazy
she go to invite somemore ppl come in
but i was really fun~!
so it became a gathering of lots of nation and races
indonesian malaysian japanese australian indian italian singaporean

so there is a lot of crazy problem occurred
1. where did those beer came from? [is actually went to the fridge and took it anyhow-ly, heard tat is someone who called jason who actually went back to china, thanks jason, hur.]
2. and actually they dunno when the jason guy went back to china, maybe he's still around
3. i seriously dunno who they are, we're actually first meet and we play like crazy
4. the next day is the hostel's committee meeting, which dee have to participate
5. we're actually drinking warm beer
6. smoking and drinking is prohibited in the hostel [lol]
7. sukki: "a lot of ppl from different country and different races gathering, how do we call it?" dee: "olympic". she is totally crazed by school project

yeah
it was really fun
again, i seriously dunno them but dee said tat nite i'm the craziest
hey i know i'm crazy

words of the day:
1. taxi~~~~~! [which used to fetch those drunk one home]
2. imitate our lecturer saying "walao weh"
3. and manipulate it, in DJ shyle [coz she is also a DJ]: "wa-wa-w-w-w-w-wa lao weh~~"
4. dun fall, jump

talk about olympic
saw this freaking email, is damn funny

"how beijing olympic logo come from?"

i think all ppl from lasalle level 1 communication design will love this
inspired, hur.

blank

2007-10-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

sometimes
when i was alone, my brain will become very hardworking

keep thinking, thinking, and thinking
recall all the memories, and those bad memories always come first.
they eroded me

yesterday i cried
when i was on my way back to home
physically tiredness make me mentally tired
so i cried

emo hur

how i wish i can put my brain into sleep mode when i don't need it

you've made me found myself stupid for being so serious

i'm looking for you
trying to reach your roses

but i can't see anything
not brave enough to open my eyes
even though the happiness is just right in front of me

i can't see anything
with the vision set on maddened love

i'm blind insane
in the red of silence

i just wanted to stay with you
i just wanted to feel the breath of your grace
i didn't know what to do
i couldn't say anything

silent jealousy

無聊的白痴
精疲力盡的白痴

bird

2007-10-01T12:04:00.000+08:00

29 Sept
mr.j's birthday

baskin robin's choco-chips cake
[plus 300 grams of dried ice to prevent it from melting]

shock?

stupid lame bird acting cute

the next day
mr.j, trish, jess, krys, yh and me
go to cathay watch wat stupid show, balls of bury
it's damn freaking lame show, is worse than underdog[lol]
but we enjoy it, i think.

took some random pic, which is totally not related to the show, and somehow, why so emo? [sister~ why you like tat...]

P/S: tat day, we sister until auntie get irritated, coz i do bar.

finally have our bday guy

jump~!

she's really in hunger

random pic of jess, who was emo-ing

photoshoped

here come
the most important pic:

photo of the day

jacky we all love you~
[lol]

yeah, that was really fun
happy birthday, jacky

grass

2007-09-19T08:51:00.000+08:00

be strong
keep going
look down on me? i bite your feet

mess

2007-09-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

she loves him

narcis

2007-09-18T20:01:00.000+08:00

taken in genting, first world hotel
photograph by ET

stop emo-ing

my radish

radish again, in a weird place
my zip is actually open, lol

look damn like in hong kong

ok
tat's all

love

2007-09-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

i love my radish

feel better now
thanks to my 偉大的團長大人, hoon, who call me in the middle of the night and talking cock
and thanks to my dear, billy, who concern about me
[quite shook that he actually did tat, haha]
yeah... thanks guys
love you all

continue

2007-09-16T11:16:00.000+08:00

"已经找到爱,
为何要离开?"

collapse

2007-09-16T10:01:00.000+08:00

extremely tired

dig my brain out and throw it into washing machine
dig my eyes out and keep it in the refrigerator

i need a good rest, mentally

feel like going somewhere else
where that's no school work, no work, and no one know me
no comparison, no pressure, no stress, and no jealousy

feel like giving up
wanna let it go
i'm tired

awake

2007-09-13T08:41:00.000+08:00

my brain is kinda empty
wake up lar...

is in damn freaking good mood recently
but i think my health has bottomed out
i sleep a lot, this week
this makes me lost a lot of time for my works
so i'm in trouble
tomorrow is deadline and now i only have 1 mock up for them
i should have 3
die

shhh

2007-09-06T08:58:00.001+08:00

drinking redbull in the early morning, 8.45am

this week is a bit tired
all becoz of the freaking bloody freelance job i got from david
i'm digging my own grave, damn
hey... david... you should know tat i hate collage...
last time do collage do until you laugh at my face expression...

"waaaalao weh why should i do this kind of shit"
"what the hell is that freaking glue all over my hand"
"shit i cut my hand"
"the word '_uck' and 'ch_ba_' stuck in my mouth"
"is tat better if i tear this piece of shit into pieces and put them back together?"
"ahhh my art piece drop on the floor, hey why dun you help me step on it?"
"can i pour coffee on it?"

k then you'll know how i hate collage
somehow i curse the one who invent collage

and you might ask me wat's collage
k
is something like this piece of shit
but this one is more to image manipulation

cheers guy

tat's wat happened to my desktop when i do collage, manually

and now
digitally

the facility might be damn cool, but i just hate wat's inside the screen
and somehow i dun have a mouse, cool

self-made cappuccino, love it.

anyway, tomorrow is my deadline and now i only finished the background

the file below is a read only file
shut your mouth and stop your favourite broadcasting

you might be angry if you see this but,
i cannot believe you, not your fault, is my problem
i really don't have confidence in myself
i'm really happy, but yet, confusing
please gimme some time to get rid of this piece of shit
troublesome hur

please tell me tat this is not my own unilateral willingness

in deeply worried

hidden again.

.

fallen

2007-08-26T16:07:00.001+08:00

the hope brings me desperation

he was smiling
but what i saw is
he was crying

he had lost so much thing
and he still smiling

i feel sad
for him
but i just can't do anything

i hate myself, for being selfish
i hate myself, for being such a stupid damn coward

i'm tired
for being tired of myself

just need a little bit of bravery

talk

2007-08-22T07:44:00.000+08:00

just feel like want to blog
but actually dunno wat to blog

too many thing pile up inside my mind
will collapse someday, i think

tired

2007-08-21T17:14:00.000+08:00

just forget about it
let it go

i'm tired

really disappointed
i'm running out of tears

.

nervous

2007-08-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

friday
gotta have a meeting session with them
nervous
a big chance and change of my life
is either accept it, then have to give up what i have now
really don't have the confidence in myself

just try my best

really
need your support

philo01

2007-08-16T18:55:00.000+08:00

he is just like my wisdom teeth
appear without being noticed
hidden below the awareness
then slowly you'll feel the existence of him
after that
he make you feel pain

somehow always push it with tongue even though it hurt you

and when you try to remove it
you'll bleed
and somehow the scar will be there for at least 6 months

wisdom teeth philosophy
by sukki and deedee

secret

2007-08-15T14:33:00.001+08:00

leaking

there is
some changes in my heart

wish that i can keep all the thing
all the people i've met
in my memory
keep it in a small box
in the deepest part of my heart
just like what mr.g've said yesterday nite
just look for my future

stop

2007-08-12T03:49:00.000+08:00

this is the 3rd time

i feel bad
have to learn how to control myself

have a secret
black in color

between us

just feel sweet knowing you treat me as a special friend of you, a simply true friend. i always don't have self-confidence, afraid of everything, always think that i'm bad. you treat me so well but i think i'm not deserve that. i think i don't deserve so much loving, i mean caring of you. might be silly, but that was me

my protective coloration killed me
.

irritating

2007-08-11T03:31:00.000+08:00

again
i soaked myself into alcohol

2:58
still cannot sleep

this is the 3rd day
can't sleep well

i'm extremely tired
had been in a daze while i was working

moody without a reason

but i think
my mind is irritated by something unknown

emo-ing

2007-08-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

眼睛進沙
很痛
卻找不到任何一個人能幫我將沙吹走
只能閉上眼
讓眼淚將痛苦排出
淚就這樣悄悄地流下
很安靜
無聲無息的
獨自一人在黑暗中送走痛苦

風吹阿吹的
頭髮在飃
背包上挂着的蘿蔔晃着

眼睛不痛了

突然想起多年前
某人傳來的簡訊

“一個人在生命中流浪，一切的一切都不同了。
停止了悲傷，卻阻止不了寂寞；
趕走了思念，卻迎來了失落。
時間一點一點的流逝，到什麽時候才能不再孤單？”

雖然我取笑他耍感性
但
已經三年了
我還保存着這條信息

聼着云同學的歌
《不許哭》
“我告诉自己无论如何不许哭”

很喜歡這首歌
很有感覺
[雖然不喜歡它的編曲]

就是喜歡

swirling black lilies totally ripe

on the surface simplicity
but the darkest pit in me
it's pagan poetry
pagan poetry

swirling black lilies totally ripe

i love him, i love him
she loves him, she loves him

this time
i'm gonna keep it to myself

she loves him, she loves him

this time
i'm gonna keep me all to myself
and he makes me want to hurt myself again
and he makes my want to hand myself over

part of pagan poetry
by bjork

i'm fine

just emo-ing

minimalism

2007-08-10T08:45:00.000+08:00

我喜歡簡約
非常崇尚簡單的事物

已經忘記了是從哪裏讀到的東西
一切的事物其實都是一樣的
一樣的簡單
極度小的細胞
無限大的宇宙
所有的事物都在繞着軸心轉圈圈

所以
大家都在轉圈圈

很單純地在轉圈圈

在自己的世界轉圈圈

離題了
回來

常常都很希望自己是一個很簡單的人
簡簡單單地過生活
簡簡單單地做瘋狂事

事與願違

原來我將圈圈打亂了

原本好好的圈圈
因爲我的加入而亂了

原子在飛散
電子離開了原子

[其實我根本就忘了原子的構造]

簡單被複雜化了
從小學到中學老師都在教約簡
可是我卻沒辦法約

雖然我數學不好
可是約簡我還會

空氣很渾濁

沒辦法說出來

也許我的體内有一個很巨大的核能
何時會爆發?

未知

秘密。

fun

2007-08-10T00:57:00.000+08:00

having fun yesterday

classic cheese cake + yogurt cheese cake
at secret recipe
yummy~

stupid small eat feast

nice bubble tea at 現代啓示錄
damn big portion

hand of mine and him

i'm an idiot
who always let thing runs away, right from my palm
hold it tightly, keep telling myself

but i'm just a damn fool
a weakling
a coward

boredom

2007-08-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

kena 'bang seh' by my dear billy
so now i'm damn bored

bought a stupid coffee plunger
is quite fun

i'm just nagging
so actually need not to spend time to read this post
but am i too late to declare this?

i think you feel like killing me now

waaah

2007-08-08T10:35:00.000+08:00

stupid timetable has come out

monday
9am - 12pm : Graphic Communication
2pm - 5pm : Integrated Communication

tuesday
9am - 12pm : Imaging Communication
1pm - 3pm : Design Research Methods
3pm - 6pm : Imaging Communication

wednesday [the stupidest day]
7pm - 10pm : Screen-based Communication

thursday
1pm - 4pm : Design in Context

still dunno if i wanna [is not 'wanna', is 'i can'] continue working when the school start. everything still unstable.

my music class sucks, i'm now at the neck of a bottle. dunno how to continue improve my skill. got phobia maybe. know how to do but on the spot just cannot do, the finger will become so cacat that make the song sucks. when the finger cacat, then my mind infected, then cannot think what should i play next on. what the fuck?

stupid

2007-08-04T12:16:00.000+08:00

stupid school!!!
next week is my last holiday week
and i still dunno what class i in
and my time table
and the stupid learning portal
and the stupid lasalle mail
and the idiot lasalle map~!!!! [the stupidest thing]

ah~~
i want a nintendo DS lite...

shout

2007-08-01T09:27:00.001+08:00

you sucker go and die~~!!!

anyhow shout.

this morning i woke up with a dunno-how-to-describe mood
my school gotta start
i can't wait to start schooling
i miss my school
but after that i'll be missing my sketches fellow
yeah
it's always hard to have both
what i can do now is to treasure everything, now
life is short and fast hur
time flies.

and somehow
i still haven't save enough for my macbook
jialat liao lar...
sure kena scold by brother

this holiday
i learn a lot of thing
i made some friends who is very adorable and nice to me
i made money [lol]
bought a lot of thing

i make my life busy so that i won't go and think those nonsense and make myself sad
hey this girl got problem har...
anyway~
thanks to my dear adorable and lovely sister, jess, who put my sexy [and somehow quite bitchy] photo in her blog link, more ppl come to read my blog.
and after reading, their reaction all same:
"hey why you so emo har?"

i'm a very passive person
i spoke with reserve
so i seldom told ppl my story
but if you ask i'll tell, maybe, depends.
coz i dun like ppl broadcast my thing, even though it's a good thing
if i want the ppl to know, i'll tell that ppl by myself

recently
i really stressed
everything is too happening that i'm not able to cope with everything
slowly, silently, all the small waste pill up inside my heart
very tired
and finally, yesterday, i cried
without a reason, i cried.

it's quite funny
he only ask me when my father leave me
i said when i was 17
then i started to cry
tears just cannot stop shedding

you can make me cry with a very tiny medium
it proves that how stress i am

thanks for all the concern
i really appreciate it (^ 3^)♥

respect

2007-07-31T12:29:00.000+08:00

malaysian-chinese's idol

and he get busted

'mata' very talented
there's so many other big case which is already poses a grave threat to peace
oh yeah~ i forgot
most of the victims are chinese
no wonder...

ok
i'll put this post under the label of art

lazy

2007-07-28T08:46:00.000+08:00

i must do something
but the damn body is just freaking lazy ah~
drag me up/out please
or i'll melting on my bed
shit
really lazy
i need to paint

oh yeah,
thursday
my lovely off day
i sick
damn

my day is damn happening
these few days
the level of emo is getting higher and higher
hammer me hammer me~

ah~ update shop list:
- macbook
- wacom pen tablet 4"x6"
- camera
- printer ink
- dictionary
- shirt

ahhhh die.

music

2007-07-23T09:28:00.000+08:00

i love non-mainstream music
so-called weird music

björk
this woman is kinda crazy.
ok, the most controversial and erotic but beautiful mv i've ever seen

pagan poetry
body piercing + nipples + distorted images of sexual acts including vaginal penetration and blowjob
simply beautiful mv
the so-called dress is damn freaking elegant [is actually piercing]
hur... love it

bachelorette
the perpetual motion
the indefinite repeating
i love this song, damn nice, damn grand

tired
to be continue, if i have the mood

sad

2007-07-20T07:42:00.000+08:00

i've done nothing wrong
why should i suffer like this
my stubbornness 've drove me into death
my perfectionism make me feel lonely
i'm tired
really tired

complicated

2007-07-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

it's so simple, yet, complicated
i mean my life

my mood is totally destroyed by my hair

wednesday, i cut my hair
saturday i cut my hair again, and, i highlighted it
it's purple
a quite-light-purple
a damn obvious purple
i wish that i won't look like an ah-lian

tahan for 1 month

actually i just back from genting
damn tired
but really fun
long time no having fun like this
all my fucking stress are all released
all? i think
no, must be.

feel like doing something crazy.